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I find it deeply disturbing, when someone takes their little online feud, and turns it into reality....
This is the internet... cyberspace... a fantasy world if you like... people argue online... but when you take that and step out of the little make up world and actually step into the real world to carry on the feud, i personally think that's crossing a line... and you should get medical attention. Seriously, how mentally ill can you be?
u mean i am not a goddess and a queen and a vampire who turns into a werewolf on fullmoon nights and a witch on saturdays and a zombie on odd numbers days?
I hate dentists :(. Have been in so much pain lately I decided to brave the dentist and went today, she took a X-ray and said a previous filling was too deep n was irritating a nerve... So she injected me with anastetic and removed my nerve :/ am sat here now high on painkillers and a hot water bottle on my face... Surely after removing a nerve the pain should stop?? Fucking butchers lol gotta go bk in 2 weeks to have this tooth out :(
Me and Luke are taking Bradley to the cinema today, To see "Wreck it Ralph". Once Luke finishes work at 1. He's been asking to see it, so we figured we would treat him, due to his amazing progress with his music and his gig. Then to MacDonald's for munch!
Love my little family.
And to my little stalker...enjoy this little message.. I hate you, with passion :)
Met a cool new person on here :D miss LadyVampX shes awesome... defo go and rate her... such a sweetheart... which is rare on vampire rave these days :) such a lil cutie, i can see a awesome friendship coming out of this.
Not been up to much lately, been catching up on breaking bad, Adjusting to living with Luke.. i've lived on my own for like 3 years almost.... so its weird adjusting to cooking for a extra person, letting him help out... altho, i am stuck in my lil routine... so hes been sneaking into the kitchen to do the dishes before i can object lol. I'll get there, its nice though, falling asleep with him holding me, waking up to him next to me... and giggling at him diving out of bed cus hes late for work...
Loving my love bubble :)
The kids are amazing... Bradleys still on cloud 9 after his first gig. Lillys growing faster than anything... scary when i think that my oldest will be 10 next year and my youngest will be 5... wish they could just stay little forever.
Can honestly say im happy, so thankyou for the people in my life, for making my life so damn precious... and thankyou to the ones who have walked out of my life... for making it even better...
Missing my bestie Marci... altho i speak to her everyday, i still miss her, My Kae... you rock and keep me smiling :)
Just want to say, Nick, i'm so proud to have you in my life, you are an amazing guy, I'll miss you while you are away, can't wait till you get back. Make sure you write everyday MR!
You've been in my life, for a short time, but i am honored to have you around. We have been through shit, but, in reality, you've always been there for me, even when i turned my back on you, you were still there for me.
This weekends been awesome. Bradley played his first concert, he was nervous as hell but once he played a few songs and had the audience up and dancing he didn't want to stop, he even done a encore :D He made my heart completely burst with pride. So proud of my son.
Natalies daughter sang a few songs too, shes in the wednesfield high gospel choir, n my god shes just like her mom. Nat would of been so proud of her, Shes only 15 and shes going to go FAR ... watch this space :P
Luke came too, so he met all my family, and they all love him, even my mom... who hates every1 lol!
Then we all went out for the day to a pub on the riverside about a hour away, was a nice day. Kids had fun and we all had a drink and chilled. Was nice :)
Happy valentines everyone. Specially to my Marci and my Kevin.
I love you two, although i don't get on much, you two are still part of my everyday life. Even if its a simple hello text, You pair are always in my heart, and my bestest friends. We have been through alot the last 2 years but one thing that always shines is our friendship. You two mean the world to me and i just wanted to say that.
Love you both, so much :)
My mans spoilt me today, hes gone to work now tho, think ima cook something nice for tonight.
Have a lovely valentines, to the single and couples.
You and I have been to hell and back. Multiple times. No matter what happens you are still one of the few who make up my life. I never realized how much I needed someone until you were no longer there. We have, once again, worked through things and are back where we were. We don't talk as much which is hard but no matter what I know you are still my babygirl. Still my best friend and my sister. I will always be your glue. I love you toast..
Yes, I said toast...That's MY word, Luke!!!!! lol
16:15 Feb 12 2013 Times Read: 696
Huge congrats to Kaela (xVIRUSx / myfate ) on the birth of her son! he is so gorgeous!!!!!!!
Lmao I love you woman! Thanks much!!! He's such a healthy monster :)
17:42 Feb 09 2013 Times Read: 719
Lifes been pretty quiet. Still living the life i wanna live, happy and blissfully in love :) Luke lives here with us now. He literally hasn't left here since 27th december lol. Just gotta get a few more things from his moms. My family love him.
Getting ready for our first valentines together. Got a few things in my head im gettin him this week :D Can't wait for our lil family to be complete. *winks*
VR is still part of my life, but its not a huge part anymore, more of a boredom thing for me, I only really log in to give honor to spookshow and a couple others now. I'm on cam atm but just earning my awesome cm some favor while Lukes out.
Bout time things work out for you. I'm happy for you. Hopefully things stay this way for you. Love ya
13:43 Feb 04 2013 Times Read: 747
This journal entry is for a special friend on here, who is going through a rough time.
I know im not around as much lately, and i'm sorry. Life is so busy, i barely get chance to sit down. And when i do, i just wanna curl up and go to sleep.
You know if you need me, message me on facebook and i will get the message straight away on my phone.
I'm NEVER too busy for u if u need me.
Everyday. Just imagine it as a new fresh start, wake up everyday and be positive, its one extra day of getting it right. One extra day with Alaina. Tomorrow is never promised. So treat each one as a blessing. He won't win any custody. He probably wont even win the right to have her call him daddy. Chris is her daddy n he always will be.
Hang in there. Every new day, is one step closer to being with him. I cant imagine how hard it is, but come on, you haven't gone this far to give up now. You have his family around you everyday. I know you feel like giving up, But you wont. Remember that day you got on the coach? And you freaked out? Find that strength you had inside of you to keep on going. One day, you will be his wife, and you will be together. And it will be the best thing you have ever waited for.
Patience is a hard one, i know.. but you can do it.. I promise!
Don't let a few bad days, make you feel like you have a bad life. You have a daughter who is a credit to you, and you have a family who loves you, and you have friends who will always be there for you.
Never look back at the past... if Cinderella had of looked back and got her shoe... she never would of become a princess.
Cheesy line i know... but it works.
Keep on looking forwards huni.
You have everything to smile for.
Life is a topsy turvy, rollercoaster. But with the rough, comes the smooth. With the smooth.... comes the rough. Life is confusing and exciting, scary and wonderful. It's for living in the moment.
Overcoming those speedbumps and looking back at you achievements with pride. You will get through it, and you will be happy, just do it, one step at a time sweetheart.
I love you toast. Thank you, Bexi. You mean so much to me. I would be lost without you in my life. Without your advice, your laugh, your friendship and love. You are right. I need to take one day at a time and follow the path that takes me to him.
09:17 Feb 01 2013 Times Read: 777
Things have been pretty quiet for me lately. I hardly find the pull to want to log into VR much, specially with all the bullshit drama. Spending more and more time with Luke and less time on the net, at all really, hardly even on facebook now.
Been with him just over a month now. We are really happy together, he stays every night, so hes practically moved in, but not properly lol.
Still bliiiisssfullly in love lol.
Sorry to my friends, i will get in touch soon. I promise.
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deathnitegrl
19:38 Feb 28 2013
u mean i am not a goddess and a queen and a vampire who turns into a werewolf on fullmoon nights and a witch on saturdays and a zombie on odd numbers days?
Jynx
21:00 Feb 28 2013
sadly not dear lol